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    February 26

    勇气

    想了那么久,不知道该怎么样去总结自己的生活,好象就这两个字比较贴切-----勇气
    也许人都会这样,平淡的日子过久了就会腻,所以总想折腾,结果我好象折腾大发了,没玩好,把自己给玩进去了
    呵呵
    老苗说他羡慕我有这样的生活,用他话讲,多刺激啊,是啊,刺激,只是刺激之后,我发现我的生活好象依旧在按着轨迹走,我没有兴奋,没有期待,没有惊恐不安,甚至说,连丝毫的关心都不曾有,
    我怀疑这究竟是不是我所要的幸福,在这勇气的背后,真的是有所期待的吗?
    人说本命年是灾年,可是我真的需要这一年的勇气,什么都需要,
    我知道小番薯当初为什么那么爱唱<勇气>,也明白勇气是那么的累心,感觉仿佛全身的力气都被抽干了,全身的血液都不会正常,就如同从酒吧出来,耳朵中挥之不去的鸣叫声.
    被人说胆子大,大吗?大了的话就不会窝在被窝里,偷偷的想,明天我要是不上班就好了,从来都没有付诸于实际。
    妈妈昨天说我是一事儿精,应该拖出去叫人砍了,我表示了同意。我确实是欠的。
    活该~!活该找不到幸福~!

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    ginn Faolwrote:
    希望本命年我们都会交好运,而且这回,我们确实都需要点儿运气....
     
    生活既是如此~只能改变能改变的,适应更多无法改变的.现在的白干儿~已经压上了几乎自己的所有,赌1把,输了的话~可能会连自我都失去.但只能这样~只有这样~生活逼我这样~不去赌就是死路1条.
     
    心情很压抑,不高兴。但也强笑着面对日出,只在深夜偶尔发泄.精神要是倒了,就再也站不起来了.
     
    还是希望~这一年能有点儿好事
    Feb. 26

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